He is not worthy of my tears, therefore i will not cry
Okay, he got himself a new gal... Just after 44 days since our breakup... Great... But guess what?! I don't care! Because it's his life... He was pretty much a shit jerk anyway... Still is, I guess,haha... I'm just gonna move on, like I always do,PEACE OUT!!! ^^
scream your lungs out, @ 8:35 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Last X'mas I gave you my heart...
But by the end of the year, you gave it away... This year, this CHINESE NEW YEAR, I gave it to someone special... I guess in some perspectives, I gotta thank you for breaking up with me... If not I wouldn't have found HIM... Thanx
scream your lungs out, @ 12:12 AM
Friday, January 7, 2011
A New Year, A New Ex Boyfriend
I Would Like to Say Happy New Year 2 U~and i think it's time for u to take place~i'm here to guide u~well~is time for you to spread your own wing and fly now~i can't be with u forever~i can't take u more further~it is impossible for me to teach u how to hold a cup forever~u must learn it on your own~it's your life~your Pathway~you should have known better~optimistic will be better~well it's ur life ur choice~is true that i don't show true feelings~the days i were with you~dat's not me~i'm not optimistic~not at all~Remember i'm here just to guide u... i hope i'm done~and from my eye~you are ready to spread your own wing and choose your destiny~hopefully i accomplished my mission~,,to change everyone from negative to optimistic...if you still need me...i will be there~as a friend~Remember to overcome your fear~You Don't Run! You Don't Hide!! Remember they will always follow you no matter where you run or hide~~try overcome :D~well is time for me to go now~byeThis is what he said right after our break, genius, ain't it?! I did feel kinda better right after I read it. Then i realize, to hell with all the 'i'll be there as a friend' thingy because he's avoiding me! I thought he was different but NO, he's the same as any jerks out there. And what exactly did he mean by mission?! That i'm nothing but just a project?! Did he just experiment on my feeling?! He's the one who said he'll take up the challenge, and he gave up in such a short period of time?! What a total loser! Stupid Philosophies! Note to self, never get a philosopher as a boyfriend. Gonna save up for that punching bag now...
scream your lungs out, @ 6:24 AM
Saturday, August 28, 2010
HOW CAN I BE SO DUMB?!
I'm such an idiot!!! Why did I do all those stuffs for them?! It's not like I want to be famour or anything!!! I just want friends!!! Is that so hard to get?! I just want friends that can understand me... I did not even get a simple 'thanks' for them... After all those stuffs I did! All those time Iwasted!!!To hell with them!!! What exactly am I to them?! A maid or a friend?!?! I guess the answer is a maid... All they ever want with me is to USE me!!! Is dat all I am to them?!?! They did not realise anything wrong with me?!?! Maybe I should get the award of THE BEST ACTRESS!!! Bullshit!!! That's what friends are for!!! Do not freaking give me that bullshit!!! If ya all out there still insist to, then tell me where the hell are my 'friends'?!?! In their nice comfy home, waiting for me to finish everything for them!!! I had enough!!!
scream your lungs out, @ 6:29 AM
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Do i have the guts to LOVE again?!
Urm, oh, well... It's been 4 months now since i last broke up... I GUESS that it is enough for me to be fully-healed... Actually, I hope... Why does a CONFESSION had to happen right now?! It's either for the bad or worse... Not sure if i should accept or reject... I'll try to forget and forgive my past... I'll try to make up a better future... I promise... I SERIOUSLY hope that ya won't disappoint me either... I really hate crying... Tears are my weakness... I'm still FRAGILE and WEAK although I may seem STRONG and BOLD from the outside... I hope ya could forgive me for doing anything that ya don't like... I kinda hope that I can like you more than a friend REAL SOON... Muax...^^
scream your lungs out, @ 5:45 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
I rather lose a THOUSAND boyfriend than lose a friend...
Friend... Is no longer a word i'm familiar with... The only word i find around me is LONELINES... Who can i trust as friends?! Why can i have everlasting friendship?! Where can i get best friends?! How do i ever prevent myself from getting hurt again?! When can i stop worrying bout all these?! Friends shouldn't be categorised as Stress but happiness... But it's no longer the same... It's too late to turn back anymore...
scream your lungs out, @ 7:41 AM
Friday, March 5, 2010
Cheesy sayings...(Based on self experience)==
1)I'm very confused when I talk to you...
So I can only laugh to control my nervousness...
Huff... I must study on how to talk to you...
2)Thanks...
You are my spirit to be good...
3)I always think of you,
in my SLEEP,
in my DREAMS,
all DAY, all NIGHT,
hoping that you are ALL RIGHT,
I always THINK of You,
HOPING that you are always THINKING of ME too...
Every HOUR, every MINUTE, every SECOND of the day,
I THINK of YOU in every SPECIAL way...
I really do all because I LOVE YOU...
4) I hate maths but I LOVE YOU...
5)Only FOOLS will fall in LOVE and I guess I'M the one because I LOVE YOU...
6)I still have the GOOD MEMORIES when u WERE my girl...
Honestly, I think that we could get BETTER MEMORIES...
If you are willing to be my girl AGAIN...
I still have a PLACE in my HEART waiting for YOU...
I still LOVE you...
Will you ACCEPT me again?!
7)I had been into HAD of relationships...
But none had the FEELING OF LOVE like you do...
What my OTHER girlfriends gave are MEANINGLESS...
Just meaningless and EMPTY SHELLS...
But you are DIFFERENT...
You are SPECIAL...
I LOVE YOU...
8)I've tried to LIE to myself...
To FORGET you and HATE you...
But it only makes me MISS you more...
THINK of you always...
I could not HIDE my FEELINGS...
Because I realise that I STILL LOVE YOU...
9)I DARE to take a RISK to LOVE you...
10)I don't care and I don't mind...
To LOVE a person without BEAUTY...
Because I just LOVE what you are right now...
I'll IGNORE what others will say...
As long as I get your HEART...
11)I love someone that CARES bout me all the time...
THINKS of me...
12)You were just my EX-girlfriend...
But you TREAT me BETTER than my CURRENT girlfriend...
That's why i WANT you and ONLY you...
To be my GIRLFRIEND...
13)I want the TASTE of your LIPS...
And KISS you...
If you are BESIDE me now...
Baby...
14)You could TALK, LAUGHT and HUG any guys you want...
But just not KISS...
Not on the LIPS...
Because that's MINE...
15)LOVE my cute baby...
My HEART and SOUL just have a place for you...
16)I will HOLD on to my LIFE to get you...
And love you...
No matter WHAT happened...
17)I'm never TIRED if I get to TALK with you...
But it would be BETTER if i get to HUG and KISS you...
18)Miss you so MUCH that i was about to dial 999...
To SEARCH for you...
19)Baby...
I really MISS you...
So much till i want to HUG you to my chest...
20)Thank You, Thank You...
I LOVE YOU...
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